the butterfly project. i didn’t memorise all the rules, so i can’t tell you, just google search it. so…i have 6 butterflys at the moment, 2 are the newest, and brown. their names are Aidan and Rita, who are the people that i know of that are continuasly cutting. :( the 2 blue ones are dead, but they were the first try. the 2 black ones are dead, they were the second. i couldn’t stop cutting for myself, but i need to for them. so, what are some things to do instead of cutting, or banging my head against the wall to try to get myself to not start cutting again? (i just learned that that breaks the rules, which is why the 2 black butterflys are dead, and i had to draw the brown ones tonight.)
This is a little uncomfortable since most people don’t even know about my self-harm, but I’m putting this up cause it’d be nice to get some support. :) I’ve been on the road to recovery for a long time, but i’ve recently been struggling a little. Tonight I was having some powerful urges, but instead of giving in, I decided to start the butterfly project :) I’m not gonna let this mental illness take control anymore. I can and will get through this. <3
Do not understand why it is called an ‘Eating Disorder’ when those who suffer are very attentive to maintaining order and control over the food they eat.
If I ever met This boy, I would hug him for hours on end. I would kiss everyone of his cuts. I would treat him like a prince. I would talk to him for hours on end just to make him smile. I would hold his hand if he was scared. I would never judge him for his past but I would hope to be in his future.
reblog this if you know someone who has either cut themselves committed suicide attempted suicide suffered/s from depression
or if you have attempted suicide cut your self suffered from depression
the mental state that someone must be in to want to end their life is extremely serious and is very frightening for those who care about them, this message needs to be broadcast for the world to see and know
